Perspective: Writing Is the Rehearsal. Publishing Is the Recital.

Writing is a life of solitude. I don’t want it to be, and I’m often disappointed that it turns out that way, but it’s not a unique refrain among writers. When I write, I’m usually listening to hard rock through headphones. The entirety of Under the Sunflowers was written to In This Moment. Not because […]

Perspective: How do you market yourself when you’re invisible?

If you’re a writer in the same boat, this is for you. If you’re a curious reader, thank you for delving deeper. An artist’s world is full of doubts, and I believe those who charge headlong and reveal their works to the public with a certain recklessness make their own paths, though oftentimes those paths […]

Update: Keeping my sanity daydreaming about vacations.

Sometimes I need something to look forward to, just to keep moving forward. That’s what travel has become for me. It’s not just an escape; it’s fuel that keeps my days from blurring together. When I’m trying to eat better, spend less on things I absolutely don’ t need, and not lose myself in the […]

Perspective: Let’s Be Clear: I’m Not Indigenous.

I think back to when Oprah Winfrey promoted James Frey’s memoir, only for it to turn out to be fabricated. Or more aptly, you might recall Nasdijj, who claimed to be a Navajo author writing about reservation life, only to be revealed as a white man. That’s not me. I’m third-generation American, with roots in […]

Footnote: So About My Pen Name

It’s simple. JA are my initials, reversed. Darkling comes from Thomas Hardy’s poem A Darkling Thrush. It’s about hope in dark times. The Darkling Thrush By Thomas Hardy I leant upon a coppice gate     When Frost was spectre-grey, And Winter’s dregs made desolate     The weakening eye of day. The tangled bine-stems scored the sky     Like […]

Update: What to Expect.

Under The Sunflowers is finished. If you head to the Table of Contents under The Book, you’ll find chapters listed with a brief description and estimated read time. If you see a date next to a chapter, that’s when it will be published. I plan to release two chapters per week, with the full project […]